A 2015 post

Actually, there are like so many things that I wanted to tell, it’s already the forth month of 2015, cannot imagine how time swift by, just like that.

Had been wasting quite a lot of time for the pass few hours, well, couldn’t help when you realize you had finished you first anatomy test, and you would eventually reward yourself by giving yourself a long break by not studying for the next few days.

So many things happen, and things happen to make us realize the true colour of your friendship and the true faces of the person around you. How they will behave, how they will act when you was being striked with emergency, and what will they do? If things got wrong, Will they stay there and lend us multiple hand, or they will just turn their head and run. Well, you can’t discover the true relationship unless you were given task to perform together with them, and that’s when they will show cast their true responsibilities towards things around them.

I don’t have the right to point my finger toward other person when me myself is not as clean, but I would rather put it in this way, I am not judging them as if I am right the whole time, I am just giving my opinion of what things should be done accordingly. One of my roommate was a quietest girl among lot’s of friends I have ever encounter. I have no idea whether she is willing to take a change by making a move to raising her standard or not, but after few quality hours spending together under the hot whether to sell goods for out entrepreneurship project, I would found out that she prefer to stay where she is right now, and not willing to make a change towards anything that she had encounter. How could I say that? Well, firstly, she isn’t willing to work as time allocated by giving us excuse for going classes when she usually skip it with the reason that she is tired or couldn’t wake up. That was rather disappointing to hear, when she would choose to go for classes just to avoid standing in front of the stall for a few hour.

Being in the heat is nothing much more than hellish experience, when everyone was busy packing and unpacking, arranging, selling, wasting every drop of saliva talking to non-interested and interested customer, she isn’t there helping, even if she is there, she would be only sliding the phone, checking who is available for chatting in order to find a place to complaint, but rather, at this hour, she went back to her room, not for important deed, but just to take a break from the hustle stall while we, all of us are there trying our best to make ends meet. What kind of person it depict after all these??

If you asked me, I would said, she is not responsible at all. Firstly, it is a group work, and everyone was rushing from class to class while you ended up going to bed without conscience thinking of how others would feel.

Perhaps you would told us, “I am just quite tired, and I need to lie down.” Well, who on earth not tired?? Tell me, who?? I cannot say this right on your face, not because I am behaved like a coward and not dare to say it on your face, it’s because I respect you as my roommate, and I am going to be right next to you while you are studying in the room, I will be sleeping opposite of your bed, and we will be having breakfast, lunch and sometimes, dinner together in the same room, if I evoke up an argument, our roommate-relationship would just ended like this, with no communication, not at all.

I really hope you understand everything that you had done to the group, and to other as well.. think before you act. If you are expecting other to understand your situation, make sure you comprehend theirs too. Stand in their shoes and see the world around them, then you would know.

Judging negatively is never a good thing, especially when you are saying about others. Yes, sometimes I do talk bad behind others back, but I think this is what human’s mouth are created for, if it’s not for the good, then it probably for the bad. Writing this is for my own satisfaction, I have some really good friends to share all these with, some friend to talk about it.