That Valentine

I do the talking but yet sometimes I prefer typewriting and that's why this post occurred out of the sudden from nowhere.

I am expressive but in some occasion I rather to be prim and demure, tentatively listening to every bits of people's conversation.

I am brave but at the same time I am so shy that I am not brave enough to show the one that I hate the most the meaning of love so we can ultimately transform the world into a better place.

Most of the time, (I know) I mean nothing more than an ant to whole lot people out there but I know, I am everything to my valentine this day.

I think without further babbling nonsense, this is for you, the one that I hate and love.

To My Valentine,

       There were just too many things that I am extremely thankful for, I know I have been reciting the same old passage every time I started writing to you, it only shows how much that particular action actually etched in my mind. Well, "thank you" seems to be a little too pragmatic in this occasion as every couple are using it as an appreciation word, so to make it a little bit different and refresh, I will do it another way, well, which is by not typing "Thank you" in the letter, but writing out what I adore the most about you in our relationship. So, here it goes.

       I have known you for the past few years, and we have been dating since then, and greeting seems to be a M-U-S-T routine to be done the first in the morning and the last at night, and this made you a total gentleman with courtesy, that's definitely a 10/10.

      You never stop being a punching bag of mine. Being with you, I will eventually started to be more picky and annoyed of every single details that both you and I did. When I am super unsatisfied with you or whatever that had crossed my way, you are always the one that would ended up being pinch, slap, beat all over the body, especially your well trained chest, yet no matter how hard I hit, you never fought back, all you did was just frown and stared at me asking me to stop with that sad, pitying funniest way. (At least for me)

       You are a certified true listener. A lot of things had happened, and I came to realise that you are kind of the only one that I can really confide my secret and set back to. You are always there, trying your very best to solve every tiny problem that I faced without a single notion to belittle me of my problem. 

       You are not romantic enough, and that's just too right for me. I always imagine myself receiving hundreds of roses, but yet I will be started to wonder, what can I do with the hundred stalk of roses after that? Not that I can preserve it till the end of my life, not that it wont wilt, moreover it cost more than hundred to have that bouquet of instagram worth picture, it doesn't sound logic to me. So, one rose will be enough, but make sure accompanied by present. ( I can sense your relieve ).

     You never ask for anything from me, not even for your birthday. I always have this tendency to ask you what you want, hoping that you would never ask for anything expensive since you lost the most expensive watch that I gave you few years ago, yet you never seems to want anything from me, because you told me I am the best gift, and staying right beside you is what you want the most. (Ok, enough enough, disgusting)

      You have ego, but you know when to and not to use it, and who to use it to. This is what give you confidence. 

      You wash up all the dishes everytime after home cook meal because you are the man that agreed on woman wasn't the only human being should be doing the household chore, man too are obliged to this.  

       You are funny enough to make me laugh boisterously without feeling awkward in the public.

       You are sarcastic enough to enlightened my every day with small little joke and yet serious enough to convince me that your sarcasm is true. 

       You are always  making me warm and happy when you yourself have nothing. This is what I considered the mightiest thing you have done in our relationship. How do I describe it? You are the skeletal, bone covering the space within you, yet you are willing to break one of your rib just to fulfil material things that I am desperate for.

       You are 24/7 treating me like a princess and a Queen. When my shoelace loosen up, you would erase all your pride, squad down right in front of thousand just to tied the shoelace for me even though most of the time you messed it all up.

      You are an inspirational body. I have high vanity and self esteem, I would never bow down to admit how much you have done to me, yet the truth is that you have given me more than enough. Many of the time, you inspired me in many different way. You won't lecture me, but indeed talk to me as a friend when I did something wrong. You don't try to correct me when I was so obstinate convinced that my decision is right when it's wrong, so that I can learnt the mistake and elicit the lesson from here.

      You exposed me to so many different sort of life by always updating me with all sort of current issues so that I won't fall behind he trend.

      You supported my dream, telling me to be bold to chase upon my dream, even though most of my dream never seems to please you, but you know my final destination is never up to your right to change, but me myself. You ask me to go for what I want, and you even gifted me a bracelet carved with "Dream, Believe, Achieve". I remember how you sit right at the edge of the bed, explaining the meaning of every words (not that I am stupid or what). You told me:" The "Dream" indicates your own dream, you told me you dream and I want you to have that dream of yours, and when you have dream you don't just say it out loud, you have to believe it, and that's why the "Believe" word is after that. Only trough believe you will have action, and that's when you will achieve all of the dream and goal that you have set. and that's why the "Achieve" is there at the last position." Yeah, you told me something like that, and from that day on wards I knew, you are definitely a keeper.

     There suppose to be a lot more to type, but for now, this is it for you and for the public. Any other extra things, I will personally whisper them into your ear. See you. 


You are not the perfect guy that a woman have been seeking for, especially not me, but you are just the right one for me, at least for now so cheers to more years to come.

p/s : Saying I love you doesn't really work for us, thus a simple thank you will do. Tee hee!!!