The Awkwardness and Childish Momentous

As I had promised, this would be an extremely long blog post, and if you don't get bored of all my grammatical error, do read finish this entire update, it won't take you much time to just skim through, but it would at least consume much more time to understand my grammar, so start enjoying every words from now on.

Well, did you guys ever have any childish momentous that you think that you're an absolute dump? Do you ever feel that couple years ago you act like a total kids, but at that particular time, you still feel that you're pretty awesome to have that kind of action, and after a couple years later, you have the feeling of "Gosh why was I that stupid?" 


I know it won't be true if you denied it and slap me on the face and say a big and loud NO, cause I knew everyone do have their really cute and childish moment cause they were kids once upon time, and kids always make childish action to gain more attention, some of the action could really be dangerous, but still there's still some action that can made you laugh the entire day without having the time to gasp for some air. Besides, if I really do have a chance, or if one day I become really famous and everyone know who the hell am I, I think I should really publish my own book with the title of "CHILDISH ME". Since, I talked so so much about childishy explanation, I think you have a teeny weeny bit of hint of what am I going to post about today, Yep.... this is it, Imma going to tell you guys about my childish and awkward moment when I was a child and when I was in high school, and when I am who I am right now.

Did you guys ever watch "You're an Apple Of My Eyes"? I think most of you did. Mommy and Daddy said this show was rubbish, lol, maybe old people do not really fond of watching those crazy and love drama, anyway.... some of the line was really catchy, particularly when the main character said :"Sometimes, it is good to be childish." This line really did make me smile for a while, and I remember on that notably time, I look at my mom and said :"Did you hear that?? So, it's normal if I act like a child." So... let's all of us be a child for just today, and let all of us together reminiscent the past.....

Well... let me start first, **clear throat**  The most infantile part that I remember was when I was primary..

1) I ate paper pieces in the ballet studio!! That was a total gross whenever I think and talk about it with some of my girlfriends, they will be like Ewwwwwwww....
It started like that, I was once a ballet student and I went for practice consistently. One day, there were this girl name A took out a piece of quite A4 size paper with lot's of words and some circle pattern, she tear the paper one by one and put them one piece by one piece into her mouth. I could recall, on that particular time I aged just between 6 to 7 or 8, I felt curious and I asked her about the paper stuff and the girl A just said :"Oh... it was just a sweet, you wanna try? It taste good." and you know what's the second thing I did?? I stretched my hand long enough to grab some of it and immediately put them into my mouth. Gosh.....I can't imagine what the fuck was I actually doing!! Yucky Yuck Yuck. But... if I am not wrong, paper is made out of wood right, and it's plant right? So the conclusion is.... paper is definitely edible!!! lmao!! Don't ever try that at home.

2) Apply the coat of glue onto my lips as if it would actually made my lips shine and glossy like Angelina Jolie. What the Hellll!!! This is what I can really call stupid not childish. I remember it was not actually those liquid glue with those foul smell, it was a glue stick with a really pleasant fragrance and I remember the top of the cover was a blue colour hippopotamus.

3) Tell everyone including boys about my underwear, as if I was so proud of having the washing machine to take care of my underwear. Everyone laughed at me, and I don't have a streak of awkwardness at all, that was what I hope I was having right now... Gosh....

4) Whoever stop going my way, I would said :" NOT GONNA TO FRIEND YOU ANYMORE." and I really did remember this was what I said the most when I was in primary school, and whoever start doing things that I am not fond of, I would actually start backstabbing them, mocking them, showing them my fucking faces, and start yelling :" NOT GONNA TO BE FRIEND WITH YOU ANYMORE!!" As if they really care about it at all.

5) Fall in love and start fighting with the girl that steal away the one that I liked!! I was like a boss when I was in the primary school, I wanted everything, and I want those I like to like me back, but the thing was I never get what I wanted, and I didn't get any response from the guy that I like because that fucking guy like the other girl, and the other girl was one of my very best friend, and there were this time, we argue and cried because of this fucking reason, and no one seems to understand anything about it. Besides, to be pretty honest, on that time, my school didn't consist of many handsome or personable looking guys, everyone seems to be so simple and ordinary, and our girls expectation on that time was "If you're handsome, I will definitely love you." LOL, and the guy that I like was one of the handsome one, in my class lar. That was when I was a kiddo, knowing nothing about the world, knowing nothing about the guys, and after like... 3 or 4 years, I was 15 and I have a chance to meet up with this so call handsome guy in my class, and you know what.... not to disgrace him or what, he's not as handsome as he used to be, and you know what, I was like.... quite regret of meeting him, perhaps I should just lost contact with him, and let him leave this great impression on me forever. That was my thinking when I was 15. I am 18 right now, and a guy's look actually means nothing for me, as long as, he can communicate, talk, have the mannerism, and is kind-hearted, that was already enough.

6) Aged 15 was the worst for me and it was still about guys. I talked so much about boys last time, and I don't even have the strength to talk about boys right now, I felt like... it's almost the waste of time to fall in love, perhaps wait until I am 21, my blog will definitely full of post about somebody I love.lmao. Anyway, back to the childlike behaviour. Well.. I admired a guy in one of my tuition centre. I never stop looking at him. I tried to be attractive by wearing some really unlikeable clothes and its the most useless fashion ever.

7) Whenever I start admiring a boy, I would start thinking about all the impossibilities, I will eventually try to get the boy's phone number from some of my friends, eavesdropping  or gossiping and everything. After successfully getting his phone number, I started to message him, as if I was his biggest fans ever. WTH!! Now, whenever I think about it, I feel like... I am a shit, doing all this really low standard action. Arghh.

8) Hug and talk to the wrong person. This was what I did when I was just 6 or 7.

9) This was an awkward moment. I was 11 and I was being called to the stage just because of going out somewhere to buy junk food after school dismissed. This was definitely not my fault, kids love junk food right, and whenever kids saw food, they definitely can't resist, not to mention the food eater like me, just because of buying them and I got to stand on the stage for like 10 minutes in front of all the student. That teacher was insane, why don't I think like that when I was that age??

10) This was the worst...... this was what happened to me when I was 7. I forgot to lock the toilet's lock and I was in the toilet, defecating and an A student opened my door, Ohhhhhhh.... Gosh.... that time, I was holding lot's of toilet roll, and I was standing. She looked at me, and I stared at her and smiled, then she was like.. OOPSSS sorry and closed the door. lol. I know the was so embarrassing, but still.... it taught me a lesson, and the lesson was.. always remember to lock the door whenever you are using the stupid toilet.

You know what... there were just too many childish and embarrassing momentous that had happened in my life. But the thing was... I forgot many of them, and awkward or either childish moment was not something that we could actually neglected especially when it leave some really huge impact on you, for an example, I like somebody long time ago because he was too handsome without having the fucking care about his attitude. This taught me to not judge a book by just looking at the cover, lol. Between, having a childish moment sometimes make us laugh out loud when we start recalling them, it's like a total drama action.

Sometimes, whenever I start thinking about doting, this is what came into my mind... knowing nothing is better than knowing something that we don't want to know. Why we have all this childish stuff, this was just because we know nothing, nothing at all, and we did it without feeling ashamed of it. How many teenagers can do it?? The more we grow, the more we don't dare to do something. If you want me to repeat all those childish action I have written up there, I definitely can't do it, because I know that, if I do it all over again, I definitely got teased and laughed at. So childish moment was momentous to us, because it prove that we are brave and strong!!!!!!!lmao!!

Before I ended this topic, I would like to ask who the hell never experienced before childish and awkward moment?? I bet everyone do have some, so what's yours?? Try telling them by updating a post, it would made you laugh when you start reading them all over again after a few years.

My cousin, she is scary right?? LOL!!! upload this on purpose to scare you people!!.